Well, this is the first time ive used this site, i've created blog's before, never on here though. Ahh-well change is good at times when needed.
Times needed? thats just often with-in my life. Nothing seems to go my way, but when does it ever go ANYBODIES way to be fair. People want to you to be in, what seems like, a million places at once, while you just want to sit down and let the world pass you by. When situations like that happen i resort back into my loyal bedroom for some well needed thinking, and consulting from my own mind. Lets take the other day for instance, i had just come down the stairs from my beauty sleep, and what do I get? I bunch of complete nutters called my family prancing about with dusters and polish, then shouting at me to join in with their "game". OK, i know a bit of cleaning up doesn't harm anybody, but it does after you've been savagly woken up by your own doppey dog with muddy paws! I ran back up those stairs before anything else was to be said. Why are parents so weird, and yet they claim they've been a teenager once, im sure they have, back many years ago while the cave was the new home to live in!!!
The dog is as bad as the rest of them. Barking away this morning for a full 30 mins, what about? I have no idea. Most likely to be a poor squirrel, even more likely to be the wind! I thought Collie dogs were meant to be intelligent? or have we just picked up the one born with-out a brain? I love him though, who doesn't? Animals are creatures that you can tell your secrets to, and they will never tell another soul! It also lets you relieve a lot of tension off your chest, that doesn't mean i go around cough on defenceless animals all day, just means i can tell them a lot of things.
This week of Christmas has been one of the most evenful ones i've had for a while! not only for the whole Christmas festivities, but what i've actually gotten up to! The first day off (Friday) i went out to meet someone i've meet on the internet, yes I know he COULD of been a weirdo perve bloke, but he wasn't and i knew that! (Web cam) LOL :) Thats a piece of advice ill give you, if you can seem them on webcam, and they are in your age range, go for it ;) Anyway, i met this guy for a spot of last minuite Christmas shopping, and the day was going well, a tad of flirting going on through the day, that i supected would accurr, then something strange happened on the train home. This guy i've only met once, and so was a complete stranger to me kissed me, and then we spent the last 30 mins left of the train having a right pash sesh, it was utterly weird, yet sensational, a stranger to touch these lips? He got off at the stop before me, so when i got off the train i walked home in suprise, and yet guilt! I had kissed another guy, while having a boyfriend!?!? My brain was overloaded with thoughts of what would happen to me next. but he never found out that happened. I never told anybody what happened until 2 days later when i friend soon signed online to trusty MSN! I told her every last detail to what happened that day, and all she said was
" oooh, it doesn't matter if you didn't mean for it to happen, just don't tell your B.F and forget about that guy"
The one thing i couldn't do, forget about that guy and the kiss! It was a moment that stuck into me head like a fly to sticky paper, it would never leave. Then exactly a week later, we met again, i told myself i wouldn't, but we still did. The whole day was spent traveling around on buses to GoKnowsWhere making out at the back of the bus. I couldn't control myself, i was dragged off into this world of just me and him, and i knew i was doing wrong, but that gave it even more of a thrill. There was something about him, that i just wasn't getting off my B.F, and i STILL don't know what it is now as im writting the GodDamn thing down now! XD
Somethings in life never become clear, Guys are one of them, aprents...well, i'll jsut leave it at that. Gordon Brown HA! :) For a simple 14/15 Year old, nothing goes as forward as my life...LOL
